There was a time when life felt like a punishment.

I used to wake up with a heaviness so strong that I couldn’t even look in the mirror. I couldn’t sit with myself for one minute without feeling like I was breaking apart. So I ran—into my phone, into gossip, into meaningless conversations and distractions—anything that could save me from facing my own emptiness.

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I became a liar.

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To my family. To myself. I wore masks because I thought if people saw the real me, they would judge me. Deep down, I believed everyone was better than me. My self-worth was buried.

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It reached its peak in college.

I couldn’t even give my main exams—not out of rebellion, but because I had no control over myself. No discipline. My food was messed up, my health collapsed, and soon my body reflected the chaos inside me. I was so weak I had to take IV drips, morning and evening, for seven straight days. And yet, nothing changed.

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Then came the moment I will never forget.

I had been caught lying again. My family was furious. Everyone sat together in the living room, and I sat alone in another room. I was dying for someone to open the door, call my name, hold me, and say, “It’s okay.” But no one did. That silence hit me harder than any scolding ever could. It was the loneliest I had ever felt.

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Something inside me cracked.

And for the first time, instead of running away, I said: enough.

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That’s when I asked my family if I could go to a Vipassana retreat. Saying it out loud felt like tearing my chest open, but they said yes. And that decision saved my life.

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Vipassana was brutal. Ten days of silence. No phone. No escape. Just me and the storm inside me. Every second felt like walking barefoot on a road of fire. But that fire burned away my weakness. It showed me that pain doesn’t destroy you—avoiding it does.

Since then, I’ve done four Vipassanas and even one Seva session, where I served others walking the same road. And every time, a new layer of me was reborn.

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My life flipped.

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From a girl who couldn’t even sit for exams, I became a woman who could complete a 3-month Lakme Makeup Artist course with consistency. I did juice fasting for 3 days straight, saying no to cravings that once ruled me. I built a website in a week when I had zero idea how to. I even wrote an entire book in just seven days.

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From someone who once lived on painkillers every month for period pain, I became someone who hasn’t touched medicine in 5 years. From someone who devoured junk food mindlessly, I became someone who can sit next to chips and feel no pull at all.

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From sitting alone in my room, unwanted, I became the woman whose family now respects her decisions. When I told them I was quitting my job to follow my own path, they didn’t scold me, they didn’t doubt me. They simply trusted me.

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From silencing my anger and letting people walk over me, I became the woman who speaks her truth fearlessly—even if it shakes others for a moment, because I know honesty heals deeper than lies ever could.

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Then came Ho’oponopono.

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If Vipassana was like walking a steep, difficult mountain road, Ho’oponopono was like moving onto a smooth highway with a skilled driver at the wheel. Vipassana built my strength and discipline, while Ho’oponopono taught me flow and ease. It softened my journey, rewired my inner voice, and brought peace even in the middle of storms—like the time my mother was drowning in anxiety and, within minutes of me practicing Ho’oponopono, she fell asleep peacefully.

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Today, my life is unrecognizable.

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Authentic. Drama-free. Disciplined. Full of growth.

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Earlier, when I couldn’t even take a stand for myself, I couldn’t stand for anyone else either. Now, I take my stand and help others take theirs too. And slowly, I see them rise.

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And that’s why I have made my life’s decision very clear:

I will only earn money in ways that help people. I will only build work that heals. Because my life is not just about living anymore—it’s about serving.

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And when I die, I don’t want to die with regrets.

I want to die proud.

Proud that I lived a life worth living—not just healing myself, but changing souls and lives along the way.

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“I’ve done deep work on myself, and that journey has given me powerful insights and proven tools for growth. While I believe growth is a continuous process, I know the lessons I’ve gained can truly guide others. My approach isn’t about perfection, it’s about sharing practical wisdom that creates real results.”